I know how music can give you these emotions, these inauthentic emotions that are not yours but bring you in a certain state to lead you somewhere. For me it was joy, emotional joy. As a singer and dancer i knew how to harvest that.
I am Christine and the last seven days i did an experiment where i made a comittment with myself to ask for support whenever an emotion comes up and see what information it has for me.
In modern culture the destruction of family and community has gone very far. Somewhere along the linear life plan that modern culture values so much the belief of having someone in your life that can see, feel and fullfill all of your needs and wants came along.
“The secret of life is to die before you die and to figure out that there is no death” This is the middle of something, the capturing of a moment, raw and untamed. I am Christine.I am a woman. I was called a part of the milennial generation. I was born almost dead into a dead system. I am a slave and a slavemaster in modern culture.….And i am not these things… My father always said: „It is good to make experiences.“ Yes and…in which culture? in which reality? When I was young I didn’t understand this statement because there was a split in what I should do to have…
Wenn wir unser eigenes Theater nicht mehr durchschauen oder auch nicht sehen wollen, schauen wir uns dafür Theater und Filme an, Projektionen unserer eigenen Wirklichkeit, die sich entweder decken oder nicht und dich ins unbewusste Fühlen bringen.